Sunday, June 27, 2004
Yeah! Baby finally booked out todae liaoz.. Hehe.. But bcoz I watched my sassy girl laz nite, I couldn't wake up on time dis morning.. Had 2 rush all de way n took cab dwn.. Hehe..
Met Halil @ White Sands.. He's in de same camp as Alex.. Such coincidence rite? Parents' visit dae saw him, den todae oso saw him.. Wanted 2 go draw money but de machine ran out of cash 2 dispense.. Went 2 mit Alex wif nil cash in my wallet.. Haha.. Ate chicken baked rice @ Swensens wif him.. Though it can't reali make de mark as compared 2 other Swensens, but hmm... it has never tasted beta..
Den acc him 2 his place 2 put his things, haf a shower n off we went 2 army market.. When we went there, it was quite crowded.. Reminded mi of Erd, Jian Bin, Jing Min n Annabelle.. Dunno y..
Went on 2 Bugis n bought a top from 77th Street, n a small sling bag from Bugis Village.. Feel so hapi n satisfied wif my buys.. But wif my continuous shopping spree gg on, I could go broke but wif lotsa stuff on my hand..
Went back hm 2 rest 4 awhile. Was supposed 2 go 2 his place 4 dinner, but halfway thru, I chickened out.. Yupz.. I chickened out.. Dunno y wif large grp of pple whom I dun reali noe, I get intimidated easily, esp it's his family.. So afraid of gifing de wrong impression n everything..
So off he went off alone.. Felt a lil' guilty.. Ultimately, fell aslp 4 a short while. Went 2 mit him @ yishun 10 2 watch windstruck.. De korean movie.. A hilarious cum "sob-sob" cum draggy movie.. De 1st part was totally funny, while de middle n near laz part was reali sad, it could make some1 cry buckets.. N de stupid thing is dat it made mi cried alot.. Dunno y.. Perhaps it's juz dat I put myself in dat girl's shoes ba.. Feel so sad.. It was kinda draggy @ de laz part.. But nevertheless, I reali enjoyed de movie.. I guess either I would watch it de 2nd time or perhaps I will buy de VCD.. 4 those hu haf watched my sassy girl, there's a lil' linkage here..
Went 2 925 4 supper.. Eat till veri full.. Yummy.. Den followed him back 2 his place 2 collect his stuff b4 coming 2 my place.. He's gonna slp over tonite coz tmr we r supposed 2 follow my mum 2 church.. Felt veri bad when his dad commented dat I'm like pulling his son away away from him.. Haiz..
Hmm.. Todae Toot is gonna come back le.. Wonder hw Ying is feeling rite nw.. Called her but she din ans.. Hopefully, she will b ok soon.. Seeing her like dat reali veri heart pain.. Let's juz hope everything is gonna b alrite soon.. N dat de path will straighten out eventually..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:44 AM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Got a new blog skin again... Hehe.. Nice ma? Think dis looks sweet.. So gt my bro 2 help mi change it.. N I did de editing myself.. So proud of myself.. =P
Wee.. In juz under 10 hrs times, he's gonna book out.. So hapi.. Lalala... N excited.. Dunno y.. Watching Sassy Girl nw. Reali damn funny, wif it's romantic notions here n there..
Was supposed 2 go else where todae, but din go coz Jarlyn changed her mind laz min.. So went 2 925 2 makan wif ying, juan, joe n sand.. Sand was reali funny wif all her funny expressions n tok.. Reali like la bi xiao xin sia.. Haha..
Went 2 Northpoint wif juan 2 juz walk ard.. Den went 2 NTUC 2 shop 4 groceries.. Poor juan everytime haf 2 go wif mi, den kip saeing dat de way I spend in NTUC is horrible.. Speaking of which, I'm reali damn hungry nw...Hmm... Gonna stop myself from eating late @ nite.. Hehe.. Yeah!! Can't wait 2 c him tmr.. Gonna go watch my show liaoz.. Byez... Tata...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:06 AM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
I haf been wking 4 de past few daes.. N I'm feeling reali bushed nw.. My left arm felt as though it's been sprained.. Hmm...
Went 2 Sentosa wif Ying, Sandra n Jarlyn on Mon after much delibration n discussion on Sundae nite while having supper @ S11.. Was basically juz lazing ard in de sun.. I kinda enjoyed myself wif all our girly tok.. Was supposed 2 mit Erd, Ninie n JB, but din mit dem in de end, coz I din notice de time passing mi by.. Sori guys, will try 2 arrange 4 another outing...
Went 2 Fishermen Village instead.. By de time we reached there, it was like abt 8 plus.. Was reali pissed off by some of dem.. Make Jarlyn cry somemore.. Sometimes words can hurt wifout u meaning or even actually delibrately hurting a person.. Nevertheless, mi, ying, huat, jarlyn, sandra kinda enjoyed ourselves. De place was quite nice, wif de typical seaside kampong atmosphere.. Food was oso quite nice.. Was toking 2 him on de phone, n it felt like he was so near yet so far.. Kept asking him 2 swim over.. Hehe... Den kena scold by him, n he kips insisting dat S'pore waters haf sharks n everything, claiming dat it's de most dangerous species.. Dunno izzit true anot..
Gonna go shopping wif ying tmr.. Weee... Feel a lil' hungry rite nw... *sigh* Gg 2 slp soon liaoz.. *yawnz*
*Yippie... 2 more daes 2 book out dae... Lalala...*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:02 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Haven been blogging 4 de past week.. Haf been wking nt stop from 7am - 6pm since mon.. Everydae it's gg out b4 de sun is out, n gg hm after de sun has set..
Got back from hm nt long ago from watching movie.. Watched "Best Bet".. 4 a local standard, it's quite remarkable although there r lots of hokkien spoken in de movie, n of coz vulgarities uttered in dat language.. S'pore slangs were oso nt left out. Quite funny.. N of coz Jack Neo's movies almost ALWAYS haf a moral behind de story.. N I totally agree wif de moral of dis story.. Wan 2 noe wad it is? Go figure out urself.. Support de LOCAL MOVIE INDUSTRY!! =P
2 more daes 2 c him face-to-face... Yippie!!! But I'm juz nt so prepared 2 go wif his mum or dad.. Feel so awkward.. *sigh* N his sis's bf is gonna send us there by car... Lalala... Hopefully everything will go well... =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:06 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Had a tiring dae todae wking.. Think it's bcoz I'm juz too used 2 my tai tai life le ba.. But I supposed I've gt 2 kip working in order 2 make time pass faster n kip myself occupied..
Was supposed 2 start @ 10am todae.. But somehow, I din hear de alarm ring.. De funny thing was dat I could b waken up by msg throughout de nite, which is like a whole lot softer den my alarm.. Luckily, Alex msg mi n I was woken up by his msg @ abt 9.16am.. So it was mad rush 4 mi all de way till I reached ST @ 10.30am..
Did Auspac todae.. N they were like so fussy, asking 4 things each time I go n check if there were any dirty glasses or if there were anything 2 top up.. OK.. It's nt ALL of dem, but 1 or 2 of dem.. Den went 2 relieve Ann Sia from Conf Room.. Think de period btwn 10.30 till abt 1, I din do anything much @ all.. Even till abt 3pm, I was juz folding napkin all de way. But still feel slpy all de way.. Hehe..
Served Bridal tbl todae wif Joni.. Somehow, I feel dat wking wif Chris is so much beta.. N de whole dinner was quite uneventful, although Ganesan made us fold 250 napkins within an hr, which mi, Juan n Liyin proudly did it within de stipulated time..
But my luck went out in de middle of de dinner.. My freaking heel chose 2 break @ dat time.. Damnation.. So I struggled 2 serve 1 coz b4 gg down 2 glue my stupid heel.. N I tot I was lucky.. My heel broke a 2nd time after dinner, n I had 2 waddle.. But thankfully, de dinner has ended n there wasn't much left 2 do.. Had 2 borrow heels from Ying so as 2 send de food n things up 2 de couple.. Hmz.. N some1 came up wif de ingenious idea of tearing of de heel completely, like de mentos advertisement, which I did in frustration.. Gt 2 figure out hw 2 get heels 4 wk tmr (whole dae) n Mon.. Haiz..
Waited 4 his msg de whole dae.. But like wad Juan saes, he's in NS, nt in some fancy places.. So gt 2 b understanding.. But dat din stop mi from feeling beta when he FINALLY msg mi.. Hehe.. Feel so hapi.. Dunno y.. Wanted 2 tok 2 him, n finally gt thru after repeated tries, den de chef ask mi 2 pick up.. *sigh* Think tmr can't tok 2 him again.. Haiz.. Miss him so much.. Hopefully, can c him in my dreams.. (Yaya.. I'm getting more n more corny.. But dun blame mi, coz I'm lovesick.. Heez..)
Gt 2 go slp liaoz.. But mum still watching Winter Sonata.. *yawnz* Wonder hw m I gonna tahan tmr.. Take it as it is ba.. =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:19 AM
Friday, June 11, 2004
Time pass so fast.. Todae is Fri le.. N Alex is already on 2 his next stage of life. N I'm still here blogging..
Went 2 stay @ his place laz nite. Felt a lil' awkward though. It's wif mum's blessings n a lil' white lie on her part. Guess she reali understand dat we nid some time together b4 he leaves 4 NS.
Couldn't slp well laz nite, coz I knew dat in de morning, I wouldn't b able 2 c him 4 like 2 weeks le.. Ya, 2 weeks cannot b comparable 2 3 mths, dat's wad every1 saes. But no1 noes de feeling of missing some1 so much 2 de extent dat u feel like ur heart is breaking.. He was reali sweet laz nite, singing song 2 mi although it was in broken parts. But it's de tots dat counts rite? Besides, I've been bugging him 4 so long. He oso bought a Precious Moments Musical Ball, as a surprise.. It's gonna kip mi company..
Well, after hearing so much abt Tekong from my guy pals, I finally haf de chance of gg 2 de island itself. I admit dat I was kinda looking for a more primitive kind of buildings n campsites. But it turned out dat they were modern, n it was as though u were juz gg 2 a sch @ another part of Singapore, nt counting de ferry ride n all..
Well, mi, Alex's fren's aunt n mum had de privilege of touring ard de camp while de guys went abt doing their orientation. It was quite interesting reali. N I haf de rare chance of seeing women soldiers. N apparently, pple does not noe de existence of women soldiers since they were oohing n ahhing over dem. Thinking back, de looks on their faces were priceless, I would sae. Bcoz women can oso do their part 4 de nation..
Had lunch wif him, his frens, Guan Ji n Jackson, n of coz Jackson's aunt n mum. De food wasn't up 2 standard but it isn't dat bad as compared 2 de Zoo's food, I guess. *grinz* Saw Wee Kee, a sec sch mate, n their were in de same co. though nt in de same platoon..
We parted @ de ferry terminal. N no, there were no teary goodbyes or any sort. De tears would come lata in de nite..
Hmm.. Reali miss him so.. N it's hard nw 4 mi 2 think of him nt being ard mi.. N 4 de next few mths, or even 4 de next 2 and a half yr, he will oni haf a limited amt of time 2 spend wif mi.. Juz like wad he saes, b4 we noe it, we would b together 4 3 yrs, but in reality, we r oni together 4 like abt 4 mths.. It's true 2 some extents. But during de times of absence, I supposed it takes even more 2 maintain a relationship.
Gonna work tmr @ 10am.. While he will begin his new routine @ Tekong...
*So near, yet so far..*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:33 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Had a fun time todae... Met Juan, Huat, Sam, Sophia n Mark wif Alex.. Den went 2 Shaw House 2 haf dinner.. It's @ a jap restaurant.. Food is ok..
It's been a long time since all of us went out.. N it was supposed 2 b 4 x 2 todae.. As in de 4 gers bringing their bf... Sad 2 sae, it's oni 3 x 2 + 1 coz Sophia's bf was bz wif wk.. Nevertheless we had fun crapping, horsing ard.. Went 2 a nice hangout place wif a cozy ambience.. N did I mention dat if I were 2 haf a cafe, I will absolutely want dat kinda design etc..
Had Choc Milkshake, but I think de Strawberry Milkshake is much beta though.. N Choc Float comes in a small jug, n it's kinda retro.. After some time in de small place, we 'migrate' up 2 a small room upstairs so dat we could haf more room..
Played heart attack n de 1st few rounds were like exciting.. N I suppose pple outside would haf heard our loud screams n laughter.. Hehe.. Had a fun time.. N I guess all of us reali spend ourselves playing afool, toking etc.. Spend a total of abt $130 on drinks n fries.. De fries was yummy.. *grinz*
3 more daes... N counting...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:37 AM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Boomz... Time seems 2 pass so fast.. It's already Tues.. Veri soon it would b fri where he'll b gg 2 begin another chapter of his life @ Tekong liaoz, serving de nation.. All ard mi, bois hu haf nt matured much, r gg 2 haf their taste of manhood soon..
Went 2 Sim Lim juz nw 2 exchange motherboard wif him.. Den went 2 Cine 2 look 4 my bro.. Seems like a bz weekend @ town.. Pple in particularly teenagers n young adults were everywhere.. Seems like kids in S'pore r esp privileged 2 b able 2 juz go shopping n gg 4 movies during their holidaes unlike some other 3rd world countries. It oso makes mi wonder wad de hell m I doing when I could b helping those more unfortunate kids.. So, I reali admire Erd 4 being able 2 go India, n ALex's sis gg 2 Cambodia.. Hopefully, one dae, I would b able 2 go n play my part 2 society too..
FINALLY gt 2 watched Troy after so many missed chances.. N it wasn't a bad choice @ all.. De 2 shows dat I've watched recently missed de mark.. Esp Harry Potter, I was expecting much more action n story plot, but it disappoint mi greatly. De Punisher was more of an action show wif some blood n gore.. Troy was reali touching @ some scene, n ALex bought up dat u can't determine hu is de gd n hu is de bad, n it sets ur mind thinking, could violence b stopped if oni human mind is nt so complex?
Went 2 925 2 haf dinner. Seems like I'm addicted 2 de prawn noodles there AGAIN.. Saw Joanne, Louis, Jimmy n Sun.. N Jimmy is gg NS tmr, same as BH, den Sun on wed, n ALex on Fri.. *sobz* But I guess dis is 1 of de stages of life where it's inevitable.. N I'm proud of de fact dat S'pore guys r given dis chance 2 experience army life.. If I was given a chance, I guess I wouldn't mind gg 2 NS too...
Chat wif him awhile, N somehow, I feel dat our relationship has taken another step above. Yupz, we haf our lovers' tiffs, but dis is unavoidable coz we c each other everydae n it's oni thru dis quarrels dat we gt 2 understand 1 another beta, n dat's wad I'm gladful 4, given de chance 2 understand n noe him more.. =) N I'm more certain dat he's de 1 dat I wan spend de rest of my life wif.. If nth goes wrong, dat is..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:46 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Juz woke up nt long ago.. Din haf a gd nite slp.. Woke up @ abt 9 plus by a nitemare.. It juz seems so real @ dat pt of time.. Probably it's bcoz I quarrelled wif him laz nite ba.. N darnz, somehow I gave him de 'silent' treatment again.. I wanted 2 try 2 tok, but in de end de tot of saying sth dat would hurt him stopped mi from saeing anything.
I dreamt dat he told mi dat he doesn't love mi anymore le.. N dat he has fallen in love wif another ger.. He was supposed 2 marry dis ger dat his mum chose 4 him.. N he said sth, which I couldn't rem much.. N I rem I reali cried alot in de nitemare.. N I guess dat frightened mi too much dat I juz woke up.. When I woke up, it took mi awhile 2 realise dat it was ALL a nitemare.. Den I rem dat we quarrelled.. Hmmmz..
He's gonna go NS le.. Yet all I did was 2 waste time in quarrelling.. *sigh* Gonna spend all my time wking during dat time.. Seems like de time da we spend wif each other is never enuff... Nevertheless, I'm thankful dat @ least we haf de chance 2 b together despite so many missed chances..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:59 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Juz gt back nt long ago from Gan ma's place.. Had a sumptous dinner.. Cooked n prepared all by Gan Ma herself. She reali bought so much food dat we couldn't seem 2 finish.. Even went 2 de extent 2 threaten 2 lock us in if we din finish de food.. Haha.. Wad kinda gan ma is dis?
Went 2 Bishan 2 get Yi's prezzie together wif my dear.. Met up wif Huiyi oso.. Den went 2 Mac 2 haf breakfast + lunch + dinner coz we were too bz quarelling n toking 2 care much abt eating.. After dat went 2 get mango cake @ Crytal Jade.. Yummy.. Hmm.. It was reali nice.. Think next time will buy it again.. Too bad dear din stay till de cake cutting session..
Felt bad after our tok.. It juz make mi realise dat I din reali deserve such a bf hu is gg out 2 change himself juz 4 mi.. N it oso made mi realise wad kinda gf I m, being selfish n nt thinking abt his feelings @ all.. It oso made mi realise hw impt he is 2 mi.. It's juz dat sometimes, wad my heart feels, my mind thinks n my mouth juz doesn't wk well, n I end up hurting pple ard, esp those I love.. I guess it's nt juz on bf where dis is concerned, even my frens haf oso experienced my straightforwardness, my stubborness, n my 'cold treatment'.. I will veri much like 2 blame it on de environment I was bought up in, or dat I inherit dat temper from my dad.. But I suppose, I juz din try hard enuff 2 change.. N I'm would juz like 2 apologise 2 those hu haf met my aggressions in someway or another, in particularly those hu r particularly close 2 mi, n haf met it more den once, esp Juan, Ying n Hy.. N of coz de closest 2 my heart, Alex.. My family haf oso experienced de same treatment.. No words can sae hw sori I reali m.. I can't promise I'll change immediately.. But I'll try my utmost 2 change myself.. In de meantime, try nt 2 sterotype mi 1st as hot-tempered, bcoz I believe pple will change.. It's oni a matter of fast or slow ba..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:54 AM
